dreams

it took a long time to upload the tgen website, and finally when it did an error came out!!imagine waiting there for so long, my hand was trembling, heart beating as if i ran 2km and an error came out..haihzz...guess i need to postpone it to another day..even though i haven't check yet, but my instinct tells me that the results ain't good...as always..~sigh~...if only things were better off for me,i wonder what it feels like to have good results..."will my mum stop nagging me to study and instead i will have the freedom to go out whenever i want??;will i have a scholarship that my parents will be proud of?..;will my friends come to me when they need a question to be answered??...will i be contented with the results i have but cursing myself for the careless mistakes i made that cost me my marks??;these are the few questions i ponder as I reflect myself if things changed for me...i rememeber a saying...:You see things; and you say, "Why?" But I dream things that never were; and I say, "Why not?.."this is my ultimate dream...Without leaps of imagination, or dreaming, we lose the excitement of possibilities. Dreaming, after all, is a form of planning.
in reality, i think that is virtually impossible...but i have never once doubted my ability to achieve great heights..maybe one day it will happen to me, maybe it won't...but whatever the outcome is i am proud that i am optimistic and and this is what inspires me to carry on with my life without any regrets...Life can be found only in the present moment. The past is gone, the future is not yet here, and if we do not go back to ourselves in the present moment, we cannot be in touch with ourself...