Saturday, April 21, 2007

dejected

its a really bitter way to take the pill but nevertheless i just had to swallowed it...this exam is really a wake up call for me for my preparations for my a2 exams...i know that i haven't gave my all for this exam and i hope that for this one month or so i will catch up on what i left out for my studies....maybe i shoudn't wait until the last minute...somehow or rather some things just don't go well for me....let me give a situation,i am interested in physics and longed to be an engineer before but i need a strong foundation in maths which i don't have it....so that career is well off my mind...i am also interested in food science but then my chemistry is practically hopeless...accounting perhaps??well, that will be the last thing on my mind!!!i am only stuck with a business related subject which i am stil searching...i think when the right time comes i think that will be d-day that i am finally enthusiatic on studying something that i truly love...i hope that when the time comes i will be passsionate on it and it will lead me to a greener life for years to come....now, i have made a vow on myself...erase this solemn chapter for this year...strive to improve myself...and work hard!!
When night falls and the stars filled the sky,i will be thinking that those stars resemble my highest aspiration..I may not reach them but I can look up and admire their beauty, believe in them, and try to make it happen...If i lose hope, somehow i know that i will lose the vitality that keeps life moving,i will lose that courage to be, that persistence and the courage that helps me go on in spite of it all. And so today I still have a dream...;]

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