jungle jim's and yuan yuan birthday

what a day today...going to jungle jim in the afternoon and going for yuan yuan party at night.i was so busy...and i did not even study except for browsing through the articles for my international studies exam which is on tues.now i am panicking while blogging.
i didn't expect jungle jim to be so far, 45 minutes to be exact to reach there. and when we went there, there was no people!julian and me panicked because normally there will be a lot of people goign there.its an international market..the both of us went to mcmillan to ask but it was close. we was a bit afraid...but after seeing wynona little our international advisor at the opposite side of the road calm our nerves down a bit. had a nice chat with wynona about jungle jim's trip. i didn't know it will be that long to reach there. the last time it was so fast..maybe time flies while we are having fun but it becomes slower when we are bored.how i wish it was the opposite way round. upon reaching jungle jim's, we headed straight towards the international market....brought a few packets of sushi and some udon mee...i brought almost everything japanese..coz i was suppose to help chiharu buy snacks. to my amazement, i paid around $80 for a single receipt. that almost stunned me but well,at least i am working.its hard earning money...now i realise that. i finally understood the reason why dad always take out his money from his wallet like taking out gold from his pocket....i slept while on the way back...it was so tiring!!
then came the fun part...going to yuan yuan party..the birthday girl!!she looks so cute in the white dress...haha!!went over to thompson for the celebration. thompson room is so big and nice...with big plasma screen, foosball table and the best part...table hockey!!i totally thrashed QUAN in that game...haha!!and then there was china one meal..which was delicious because i had an empty stomach...had to watched "Step Up" movie...a movie more suitable for girls rather than boys...oh well,its her party isn't it??so yeah, got to live with it...the birthday cake came and we sang her a birthday song in mandarin..."jiu ni sheng zhe kuai le...and etc"...the cake was delicious....haha....continued watching the movie and took a few pictures with my camera for yuan yuan and her frens..then time for cleaning up and headed back to clawson...i bet she had a good time...i wonder how does it feels like to be in her shoes where friends celebrate parties for you...True friendship consists not in the multitude of friends, but in their worth and value.her true friends are right beside her in Miami University...
at clawson, chatted with lamo dongyeun...fixing me up on a blind date...that is virtually stupid thing to do...haha...dong i am not into those kind of stuff..i lead a simple life and i am used to being alone...its so a part of my life that i can adapt with...it will not change in the past, it will not change in the present moment and in the future...do not worry..i always have my eyes on the stars and my feet is firmly on the ground..this is what you call balance from reality to idealistic world...

night at the library

what a night for me, i cannot imagine that i am in the library the whole night studying for the zoology exam and also writing and doing some research for international studies subject. to my amazement, there are a lot of people here studying too!!how nerdy can Americans be?haha, just joking!but seriously, studying in the library in the wee hours of the night really is a nightmare.but look at it this way, at least you can concentrate because there isn't any noise and you do not feel tired, and there are no distractions whatsover. I fell asleep while studying in my room, ;)...but in here i am quite awake!!i wonder why though..i have my blanket all ready to lie down after i finish studying.i hope that i will not repeat this ever again...library is officially my second home in Miami!!!

hypocrite

hypocrites...why do you hide your true self when you are what you are??u are not embarrassed when you smoke with your friends, you swear and curse all the time,even throwing nasty jokes on people and humilliating people seems to be your favourite past time, drinking alcohol weekly...why change and hide your personality when you are who you are?you are actually living in your own shadow because you are scared that they discover your true self...its a humilliating act and there is a word that goes by it: HYPOCRITES
to me, being your true self is what matters the most...if you are changing your personality to go with the crowd or influnced by peer pressure then you are not being true to your self. i understand that people sometimes change but to what extent?are you changing for the benefit of your self or just for the sake of someone else?it is just an excuse you are conjuring up because you want them to feel sorry for you and they will most probably pity you..you are just being deceitful, playing with people feelings.you do not deserve that pitiness...
~you are who you are and nothing you do will ever change that fact..."I start from where the world is, as it is, not as I would like it to be".remember this quote when you decide of changing your personality to suit your ideal environment!

the perfect combination!

the "perfect combo".exams and birthday!..well, it always happen to me...last year, the year before....every year seems to be like that!!why do my birthday always fall on exams week or where i have a hectic schedule ahead of me..i thought birthdays are suppose to be enjoying and fun celebrating with your closest one, enjoying the moment, making wishes, blowing candles...but not for me...i am thinking that somebody will be throwing me a surprise party but deep down inside, i will be worried and thinking about the exams the following day!its so disappointing to be felt that way..now, i am studying little by little so that i won't feel so guilty if i am enjoying myself on that day..i too have the right to enjoy myself....
let just wait and see to the final outcome on sun and after the hectic week is over..