hypocrite

hypocrites...why do you hide your true self when you are what you are??u are not embarrassed when you smoke with your friends, you swear and curse all the time,even throwing nasty jokes on people and humilliating people seems to be your favourite past time, drinking alcohol weekly...why change and hide your personality when you are who you are?you are actually living in your own shadow because you are scared that they discover your true self...its a humilliating act and there is a word that goes by it: HYPOCRITES
to me, being your true self is what matters the most...if you are changing your personality to go with the crowd or influnced by peer pressure then you are not being true to your self. i understand that people sometimes change but to what extent?are you changing for the benefit of your self or just for the sake of someone else?it is just an excuse you are conjuring up because you want them to feel sorry for you and they will most probably pity you..you are just being deceitful, playing with people feelings.you do not deserve that pitiness...
~you are who you are and nothing you do will ever change that fact..."I start from where the world is, as it is, not as I would like it to be".remember this quote when you decide of changing your personality to suit your ideal environment!